I was looking at one of my good friends blog...
I feel that I 'm a very bad person....
she wrote that i've changed....
did I...
I'm really sorry my friend...
I don't know why..
but i really wanna know why...
Really...
Many friends said that I've change too...
I don't smile often like last time...
I didn't feel that..
I don't know that I've changed so much...
no wonder...
I felt that all my good friends do not really talk to me already....
I don't want it like that...
I'm happy that jie yi told me.....
because she's the 1st one who tells me the truth...
I'm really happy..and sorry...
I really don't know why that I've changed...I really didn't feel it...
until my friends...HATE me...
but jie yi I don't mean that I said that you hate me...
really, thank you for telling me....you are a very good friend...
I don't wanna loose all of you....
I love you guys....
okay this is the time to tell the truth...
I don't wanna be a prefect it's because I'm not going to be happy being one.....
last time.. I was really excited, oo I'm a pre-prefect....
but now ....
I know if I am a prefect already.. I have no time to spend time with my friends..
all my non-prefect friends are not that close to me already..
I know ..
My prefect friends...are all going to be a prefect..
but..huh..
that's why I'm not really happy..
If I've become a prefect:
my non-prefect friends and I will be separated...
If I'm NOT a prefect:
my prefect friends will hate me...
I don't know what to do...
very frustrated...
I didn't know I don't really smile now....
I thought I've never changed...
sorry everyone..
Please forgive me...
Please forgive me jie yi...
I'm really sorry..
sorry sorry....
I'm really sorry everyone...
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pls, do not think that u r so bad.
ReplyDeletesometime people misunderstanding.
u can b a prefect, but u need 2 find out why they hate u.
why they hate u as a prefect?
u need 2 find out.
this will need a little chat between u n your friends.
if u have anything want 2 discuss, call me.
i cant sms, my sis scold me.
i actually can help people, but cant help myself.
why will u think that u dint change?
thank you ..
ReplyDeleteI really have many things too tell you..
i don't know why i think that i didn't change..
.. ai..
many many many things toooo tell you!!!
hai...