very frustraited nowadays...

Hello!
I'm not feeling well yesterday cause I have forever(not swine flu!!)


Ai...about the prefect thing ..
NOW EVERYONE HATES ME...
I don't get it ....
huh..
I just don't wanna be a prefect that's all ...what's wrong...?
Why does my friends hate me so much...
I don't mean to be absent for my duty.It's just that I have no choice...Is there any problem...??
okay...I know I'm not supposed to...but come no this is the last thing I could do...
It's so hard for me to disobey the other prefects...but I cannot choose...this is the only way..
I know I've done something wrong..SORRY..this is the only thing I can say....I'm SORRY..

Oh ya' I've know a new friend--Jasmin ...she's in my class but she doesn't talk often when school starts..but now I and her a friends..I'm very happy... She's a nice girl...not that bad after all...

I don't really like to talk these days..don't know why...
I don't really like cool people,but I'm acting like one...haiz....

Am I what as my friend said"you've changed...You not the old Carmen that we knew....I want the old Carmen back...."
I've been memorizing this since last last week...I'm not angry at her...It just that I don't really get what she mean..she said that I don't smile often already....
I just wanna know ..
Did I really changed???

STUPID THIEVES

!!!NEWS!!!

TODAY MORNING...(Sunday_17/5/2009)
ABOUT 10:45~11:00 O'CLOCK...
we just finnish breakfast at Manjarela..
When we're on our way back to our car, me and my aunt were walking together..she's walking in the inside path and i'm walking on the road..we were the first ones who reach the car.
Then, i saw a person inside our car moving,doing somehting...I thought:"eh,my uncle reach the car so fast meh?"
Then the person turn around and saw me... He wailked out of the car.."what!! it's not my uncle!! who is that?
i thought my uncle called a person to service our car..but then i think ,it cannot be...there are no service centre here..and our car dosen't has any problems...who is he?"
He already came down from our car(there's a merun coloured car beside our car...)he walk to the car and say told the person in the car "faster go lar...(in chantonise)" My aunt saw our car and say "hey that's my car!!(in english)"she shouted stright away when she saw our car door opened and a fat guy inside.My uncle, 2 cousins, sister and brother came already...
Then the stupid *ass hole* quickly jumped into his car. then my aunt shouted"OUI !WEI!" Everyone of us started to knock his stupid car..and of course,he didn't stop..
The car reversed out already...
At the same time..
1. I almost grab the skinny guy's hand(the driver)but my aunt pull me back..(the window was open)
2. My elder cousin sister was almost knok by that stupid basket!!cuz she was standing behinde...he just reverse like that..
3. My uncle opended the back door of the car.. but the fat guy closed it back.
4. My kaka pulled up the lock but the driver push it down already.
5. before the fat guy went into the car...my sister bit his hand...

THEY ARE CHINESE!!COME ON!!UH~

then i kept shouting swears when they drive away...
my brother chased the car to see the car number...
but failed...

the many people came ..
a young women said she saw he guy but she don't know he was tryin' to steal the car...
then a aunty...say she know the car number...

then I felt that my leg was pain....ouch..
donno why..
when i took off my shoe...my toe and the back of my feet...
huh
this dosn't matters ..
the important one is...

BECAREFUL OF YOUR CARS!!!
MAYBE THE NEXT AIM OF THOSE ASS HOLE ARE ONE OF YOU!!! SO BEWARE!!!


*SORRY IF i SCOLD TOO MUCH SWEARS...SORRY.TOO ANGRY!!*

I AM BAD& and i'm sorry

I was looking at one of my good friends blog...
I feel that I 'm a very bad person....
she wrote that i've changed....
did I...
I'm really sorry my friend...
I don't know why..
but i really wanna know why...
Really...
Many friends said that I've change too...
I don't smile often like last time...
I didn't feel that..
I don't know that I've changed so much...
no wonder...
I felt that all my good friends do not really talk to me already....
I don't want it like that...
I'm happy that jie yi told me.....
because she's the 1st one who tells me the truth...
I'm really happy..and sorry...
I really don't know why that I've changed...I really didn't feel it...
until my friends...HATE me...
but jie yi I don't mean that I said that you hate me...
really, thank you for telling me....you are a very good friend...
I don't wanna loose all of you....
I love you guys....

okay this is the time to tell the truth...
I don't wanna be a prefect it's because I'm not going to be happy being one.....
last time.. I was really excited, oo I'm a pre-prefect....
but now ....
I know if I am a prefect already.. I have no time to spend time with my friends..
all my non-prefect friends are not that close to me already..
I know ..
My prefect friends...are all going to be a prefect..
but..huh..
that's why I'm not really happy..
If I've become a prefect:
my non-prefect friends and I will be separated...
If I'm NOT a prefect:
my prefect friends will hate me...

I don't know what to do...
very frustrated...
I didn't know I don't really smile now....
I thought I've never changed...
sorry everyone..
Please forgive me...
Please forgive me jie yi...
I'm really sorry..
sorry sorry....
I'm really sorry everyone...

hello!!!


ah, very happy today...
oh ya...the boy beside me ar... very crazy one ooo..
hai...
haha

donno what is wrong with my cousin sister today..
we fight again...
never mind...
over already.
now we're back to the same again...friend friend cousins again^^
every thing will be okay after anything bad...
what am i saying ..
whatever
hahaha....

eh, ask you guys somethin' lar...
why are boys soo cool nowadays?
i don't get it...
it doesn't feel good when then treat you icy-cool...
does any girl have those feelings about some boys noadays?
can anyone tell me why are they like that??

Does anyone of you like David Archuleta??
come on please tell.....
I love him...
hehe
...

aaarrrhhh.....exams are coming again....so stressful...wa!!!
okay don't talk about that...!!

what about you guys??
great?
oh yea...
Thank you for leaving commands...
happy to see it..
ha ha..

I'm starting to read a few interesting Chinese story books...
very nice ,I love them...
don't know if you guys heard of it or not...?
"ji yi tian shi","tai yang cheng","yue liang cheng","xiao tian tang","7 tian"...many more...
try reading them..
I think you guys will like them..
tell me after reading..
so have somethin' to chat about ma..right??


I miss my primary school friends...
many things to tell them...
school's NOT okay....
I gonna die soon...
friendship problems...
"being-a-pre-prefect"problems....
friendship problems are the worst!!!!
exam problems...
sleeping problems...
so many problems....
ai yo....
help me lar.....
i don't wanna be a sad girl...
waaaaa!!!

Help me to see if it works...(the story)

Tell you guys a story...

One day a girl find out that she likes a boy for 3 years....

Sh cannot believe that...

She don't know if the boy like her or not...

she really wanna know....

BUT she knows that the boy like another girl....and the girl like him very much too....but not confirmed...

She is happy for them..

so she wanna give up....

but she cannot sleep ,she keep thinking of him...

she really likes him....

she thought "if he likes me, can we always be together,forever...? "

so....she keep thinking of him....thinking of him..

She can never forget him...

some time she feel like crying....

HOW SAD...

one day~

she ask the boy bravely...

"D-do you like me??I know you're with XXX..but i just wanna know.."

(THIS CAN SHOW THAT SHE'S CRAZY IN LOVE..HUH~)

"I'm sorry...but..I always treat you as my best friend..no other thoughts...."

She doesn't wanna let the boy know that she likes him..so she..said...

"yea,sure....I-I um just herd somebody say..and i was cuorious..so..I just ask....hah..got to go..see ya' "

"...."the boy did not say anything...

she went home, ran straight away to her room...

cry...

but she will still like him tough...

forever maybe...

Dear readers...

the gurl is truly not me....hahaha...

do not imagine...

so how do you guys think of me short story...

tell me...

cuz I wanna continue writing...

If it's not nice...

Minda swell I don't wanna write..hehe

so...

ENJOY COMPLAINING...

hahaha...

good night^.^

good days~haha

That day(25-4-2009)[Saturday] I'm very happy.. cuz i met my primary school friends..
ai ya my hair ...a little messy... and met 3 new friends...

^mei ling

one more gal....

Beautiful hor...?

This is Mandy...

sorry Mandy.. cuz That Day i didn't take any pic with you...

don't have your pic..

so I "force" my friend to give me...hehe.

please forgive me la..^^

I still got many pictures o....

Next time only let you guys see lar...>.<

Happiness is everywhere..^^

see..my friends!!

She is my high school friend...Kah Yan...
leng lui ho....ha

He is my new friend....Kuok Han..

Just know him today...(2-5-2009)he

is in smk brp...

She is my primary school friend....we are still good friends now....

cute hor..

she's also studing in smk brp...

I think she going to be mad if she knows this hah

4 of us....peace@aha...this are the photos on my sisters birthday party...take a look!!

Yee Chern don't really wanna take picture.....

use all my sisters present to cover.....haha

Xi yu eating frenfries..i think..

This is my sister...It's her birthday^^

They are Lee Moi and Mei Ling~ Bing Yee take their picture "tou pai de o" hehe......

ooo yea,

There's a roumour about Lee Moi and Yee Chern.... Perfect Match yea....hehe
Trust me...I'll get bitten up!!haha ~~

Saow Jiun......

This is Unis ,sorry if i got the wrong spellin'...

I look so stupid..

do I??

Cathrine....

Do we look alike??

hehe.....

Pei erh....Beautiful.....hehe








bing yee!!
say "chesse"!!












Pei Chiao & me!!
That day(25-4-2009)[Saturday]
we play together....hahaha
LONG~ time no see already leh...




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um..

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